skip to main |
skip to sidebar
++That's Stupidy of Me!++
Last night, I really eager to check my email. When I see my inbox, this appear and make me happy plus extremely frustrated:
That time, I felt stupid enough because I late checking it! So that I lost RM1500 ticket to Youth Engagement Summit(YES) 2009. I tried every every way to get the ticket for YES2009... Then I gave up because I know I'm not one of 5oo peoples from South East Asia that win the trip to YES2009. Then I read newspaper and I noticed that 8tv have 2 tickets to catch up. So I joined it and the winner will be confirm by phone call. So I wait and wait but I don't receive any phone call. So I just forget it. Then when I open my email, I realize that it's too late because the date to collect the pass is over. So stupid!!!! I lost RM1500! Nothing can do! Just accept it! The other side, I'm a bit happy because I know that I win the competition.
It's over now but for sure very frustrated when dreaming of Donald trump and Dr. Mamphela Ramphele in front of me!!!! I'm so careless! But time never change.....
>>Life is So Complicated<<
Sometimes, I hate my family without any reasons. I don't have idea why i do so.... It's so stupid when we hating our family without any reasons but I do hating my brother, sister, father and my mother sometimes.... I guess this is because the pressure that they gave to me. My father, always busy with his work and no moral support to my study unless MONEY! That's all... Then he makes problem to my mother about his scandal (stupid bitch slut). My mother, keep crying because of my father then fighting! But she's very strong and patient. I always stand by her side but what makes me hate her is, she's always don't understand me. We always have problems because of misunderstanding. She keep blaming my dad because make my life so easy and she said, I must know how if we're poor. Gosh, what she's talking about? I thankful enough with my life! Of course everyone want make it easy rite? Money and urban life? Come on! I'm not that orthodox... Please don't keep explain about their teens life because it's completely different from this century.
Hurm, my brother.... I don't really like him because we're vice versa! Seriously, I dont really know who is he? What I know is just brother. We don't talk so much since I was a little boy. My lil sister, fuhhh.... she's damn it rude! How come she had that outspoken mouth! Macam cibai!!! Screaming again and again! Then cari pasal ngan org lain! Thats how she do it!!! My old sis, she'll married to unlikable person. My parents dont really like it but its up to her as long as they're not disturbing my life.....
See, how complicated is my life! I wish I have Aladdins Lamp, so that I can change my life story.... But when I'm looking forwards, I get it. "Air kalau di cincang takkan putus". Everyone have their problems and this make us strong and becomes motivated. I try to take whats positive within this, and one things I get is just forgive and forget! I just want to enjoy my life. I want make it success... When I'm trying to achieve it, gosh... its complicated! Well, I never stop climbing that stairs. I just need support from family not pressure! Hurm, since I have high self motivation, so I try to control my mentality about all of this problems... Yeah, I can ignore it. Just my life... I'll make it smooth....
What Disease Is That???
Around this two month, I felt very unhealthy. I don't know why! So I guess there is must be something wrong or I'm having a disease. I just thought it so because I'd see everything about my metabolism.... Urination, defecation, sleep and wake up.... It's increase volume of urine n frequently urination. Every time I eat, its straightly need go to toilet. Defecation again and again. The urine looks very yellowish and the feces oso something wrong and i think its not proper digestion. There is must be increasing of urobilinogen. Thats mean my RBC didn't get enough oxygen. I oso had Insomnia but when i sleep then wakes up, its very very weak even after i had bath and watching tv....my vision very blur... I dont know why.
I realize this situation almost two weeks. I think its just today like this but when i wake up tomorrow, its happen again. So i guess there is something wrong about my body. I need medical check up but what would I say to doctor? It must take 2 to 3 days to diagnose.... urine test, blood test n so on.... If i'm lucky, i can back home with smile but if not, i sleep in the ward again. Please, i dont want it again... I know how it feel when i was admitted to hospital before due to dengue infection... Then if i admitted to hospital again, hows my intership? huh, i want finish it faster... So, what can i do now is control my healthy diets... Vitamin, vegetables n so on. I oso try to have exercises... Wish i'll ok soon... hope so!!!
ITS URINE TEST!!!!!! WISH I CAN DO THIS NOW USING MY URINE.
My Life Getting Worse and Worst!!!! (It's Ecstasy)
I'm start to realize with everything happen to me. I know that I harmed myself mentally and physically. Its too late to reverse the time because I did it but it's not too late to change it. The only think I can do is motivate my mind and start to do something relevant. I can just accept this as moral stories and become aware with what I've done. I don't want to spoil this journey to achieve my success future. Well, I just pray to the God to show me the right way to refine this journey.
Just to motivate myself and maybe to all friends, I need to write this. I took "ecstasy" before!!!! I believe that my "BFF" exactly will never believing about this. It's about drugs!!! That's why I said, I harmed myself mentally and physically. I can't imagine how this happen to me just because one of my friend offer that pills. He said "this is good for your pimples". Then I asked "what pills is that?". He answered "this pills contained Vitamin A to Z" while he's cutted the pill into half part and gave me with mineral water. I'm not sure and exactly blur about this. So I just took it and swallowed it. After 15 minutes, I felt that I'm going to die! Fly away with rapid eye movement, difficulty in breathing, dizziness, weakness..... More than 30 minutes, I felt better!!! Thanx God. After that, he's offered me to try his "Ice" and I strictly rejected it!!!! Suddently, I felt very energetic and I know that is beneficial effect of that drugs. Well, I dont care with that beneficial effetcs, I care much with side effects.... When I back home, I think about it again and again and for sure I can't forget it forever. The only thing I did is I delete him from my memory because he's going to damage my future!
To all friends, please correctly choose your true friends because your true friends is your mirror. If they are unpleasant person, u also can be like that. I've chose the wrong person to be my friends. I made mistakes just because I chose wrongly and I harmed myself. Choose correctly and achieve your future successfully! This is my advice.... =)
{Careful + Hygine + Safety}
Guys... Take this Precaution!!!!! Jangan tau buat sex je but don't know everything!!! If u see this symptom growth on your genital part, faster to meet your DR. This is symptom of HPV (Human Papilloma Virus) infection. It's can growth on penis, scrotum, anal, and vagina. If u have this symptoms, practice safe sex because u can transmit the virus to your partner. If your partner is woman, its very dangerous because this virus can leads "Cervical Cancer". Beware of this virus. This is STD (sexual transmitted disease). Its very high risk infection to female but still can infect male. To male, this warts can disappears without treatment if your immunity very strong but better get your advice from DR. Its still ok to male because we can against it if our immunity really strong. If low, the warts actively develops and get ready for penile removal!!!!!
Here the picture of severe genital warts on penis:
To female, better request for Pap smear because cervical cancer may develops.
Its highly dangerous. Ask vaccine from doctor and request for PAP smear. Faster to treat it!!!!
Here the picture of severe genital warts on vagina:
To who's that practicing anal sex activity, careful with anal warts especially homosexual. Huh! Here the picture of anal warts:
Nowadays, people just know STD like Syphilis, Herpes and Gonorrhea. Almost all people dont know everything about HPV... Its about 70% of infections are gone in 1 year and 90% in 2 years. Don't spread it!!!! BEWARE!!!!!!!! This is my advice.... ;)
.jpg)
.jpg)
.jpg)
Posts
