Sometimes, I hate my family without any reasons. I don't have idea why i do so.... It's so stupid when we hating our family without any reasons but I do hating my brother, sister, father and my mother sometimes.... I guess this is because the pressure that they gave to me. My father, always busy with his work and no moral support to my study unless MONEY! That's all... Then he makes problem to my mother about his scandal (stupid bitch slut). My mother, keep crying because of my father then fighting! But she's very strong and patient. I always stand by her side but what makes me hate her is, she's always don't understand me. We always have problems because of misunderstanding. She keep blaming my dad because make my life so easy and she said, I must know how if we're poor. Gosh, what she's talking about? I thankful enough with my life! Of course everyone want make it easy rite? Money and urban life? Come on! I'm not that orthodox... Please don't keep explain about their teens life because it's completely different from this century.
Hurm, my brother.... I don't really like him because we're vice versa! Seriously, I dont really know who is he? What I know is just brother. We don't talk so much since I was a little boy. My lil sister, fuhhh.... she's damn it rude! How come she had that outspoken mouth! Macam cibai!!! Screaming again and again! Then cari pasal ngan org lain! Thats how she do it!!! My old sis, she'll married to unlikable person. My parents dont really like it but its up to her as long as they're not disturbing my life.....
See, how complicated is my life! I wish I have Aladdins Lamp, so that I can change my life story.... But when I'm looking forwards, I get it. "Air kalau di cincang takkan putus". Everyone have their problems and this make us strong and becomes motivated. I try to take whats positive within this, and one things I get is just forgive and forget! I just want to enjoy my life. I want make it success... When I'm trying to achieve it, gosh... its complicated! Well, I never stop climbing that stairs. I just need support from family not pressure! Hurm, since I have high self motivation, so I try to control my mentality about all of this problems... Yeah, I can ignore it. Just my life... I'll make it smooth....
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