While I'm doing this blog, I just sit at mamak stall when doing online stuff and start to think about my past n my future....... Rite now, 20 years old man in front of his PC full with dreams to be a doctor. This journey still long to achieve to that success tower.
When longer i'm living on this earth, to much sin I've done. Serously, it's so divinity thinking... I'm not trying to make any confessions about myself, but I just try to repentance my self.... Since I get infected with dengue in beginning of this year, I'm really afraid to think about died. I dont know why I'm saying like this.... Everytime I'm laying my head on the pillow, then it's hard to close my eyes and start thinking about my past, what i've done, about my sin, and what successful things i've done..... It's kind of nonsense..... but It's true dude!!!!
At this moment, I hate my old schoolmates....seriously!!! U know why? It's because they always underestimated on me. I know that they are not saying that but they must think about that sometimes. Now, no ones want call me, ask about me, say hi, n so on.... Thats so arrogant!!!!! Huh, they only get offer from UM, UKM, USM.....not Harvard or Oxford lor..... But I dont care about that, It's raise up my spirit and makes me brilliantly think that I'm gonna success soon...
Wait everybody!!!! When i get offer letter from Moscow Medical Academy Russia, you guys those my old schoolmates that I'll call first.... I wont let u guys underestimate me anymore.... But I'll let u guys proud of me.... Wait n see how It goes....
About my study, I'm in the right field which medical.... Thats what I want. I'm in the journey to arrive that success tower.... Everyone saying that "life is still long". But does anyone think that you will died tomorrow or after this? This is what i'm worried about... worried if I can't archieve my ambition... But we can just effort to get it rite? Then god will definite it.... As God says, "who have more effort, he will get it more...." So, let it goes nicely...
wait for the next life synopsis.....
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yeah life is short... better do all the things that u dream when u have the chance...
expect the unexpected, dead can be just around the corner when u still enjoy the moment of your life...
just remember to live high, mighty and righteously!
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