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What Disease Is That???
Around this two month, I felt very unhealthy. I don't know why! So I guess there is must be something wrong or I'm having a disease. I just thought it so because I'd see everything about my metabolism.... Urination, defecation, sleep and wake up.... It's increase volume of urine n frequently urination. Every time I eat, its straightly need go to toilet. Defecation again and again. The urine looks very yellowish and the feces oso something wrong and i think its not proper digestion. There is must be increasing of urobilinogen. Thats mean my RBC didn't get enough oxygen. I oso had Insomnia but when i sleep then wakes up, its very very weak even after i had bath and watching tv....my vision very blur... I dont know why.
I realize this situation almost two weeks. I think its just today like this but when i wake up tomorrow, its happen again. So i guess there is something wrong about my body. I need medical check up but what would I say to doctor? It must take 2 to 3 days to diagnose.... urine test, blood test n so on.... If i'm lucky, i can back home with smile but if not, i sleep in the ward again. Please, i dont want it again... I know how it feel when i was admitted to hospital before due to dengue infection... Then if i admitted to hospital again, hows my intership? huh, i want finish it faster... So, what can i do now is control my healthy diets... Vitamin, vegetables n so on. I oso try to have exercises... Wish i'll ok soon... hope so!!!
ITS URINE TEST!!!!!! WISH I CAN DO THIS NOW USING MY URINE.
My Life Getting Worse and Worst!!!! (It's Ecstasy)
I'm start to realize with everything happen to me. I know that I harmed myself mentally and physically. Its too late to reverse the time because I did it but it's not too late to change it. The only think I can do is motivate my mind and start to do something relevant. I can just accept this as moral stories and become aware with what I've done. I don't want to spoil this journey to achieve my success future. Well, I just pray to the God to show me the right way to refine this journey.
Just to motivate myself and maybe to all friends, I need to write this. I took "ecstasy" before!!!! I believe that my "BFF" exactly will never believing about this. It's about drugs!!! That's why I said, I harmed myself mentally and physically. I can't imagine how this happen to me just because one of my friend offer that pills. He said "this is good for your pimples". Then I asked "what pills is that?". He answered "this pills contained Vitamin A to Z" while he's cutted the pill into half part and gave me with mineral water. I'm not sure and exactly blur about this. So I just took it and swallowed it. After 15 minutes, I felt that I'm going to die! Fly away with rapid eye movement, difficulty in breathing, dizziness, weakness..... More than 30 minutes, I felt better!!! Thanx God. After that, he's offered me to try his "Ice" and I strictly rejected it!!!! Suddently, I felt very energetic and I know that is beneficial effect of that drugs. Well, I dont care with that beneficial effetcs, I care much with side effects.... When I back home, I think about it again and again and for sure I can't forget it forever. The only thing I did is I delete him from my memory because he's going to damage my future!
To all friends, please correctly choose your true friends because your true friends is your mirror. If they are unpleasant person, u also can be like that. I've chose the wrong person to be my friends. I made mistakes just because I chose wrongly and I harmed myself. Choose correctly and achieve your future successfully! This is my advice.... =)
{Careful + Hygine + Safety}
Guys... Take this Precaution!!!!! Jangan tau buat sex je but don't know everything!!! If u see this symptom growth on your genital part, faster to meet your DR. This is symptom of HPV (Human Papilloma Virus) infection. It's can growth on penis, scrotum, anal, and vagina. If u have this symptoms, practice safe sex because u can transmit the virus to your partner. If your partner is woman, its very dangerous because this virus can leads "Cervical Cancer". Beware of this virus. This is STD (sexual transmitted disease). Its very high risk infection to female but still can infect male. To male, this warts can disappears without treatment if your immunity very strong but better get your advice from DR. Its still ok to male because we can against it if our immunity really strong. If low, the warts actively develops and get ready for penile removal!!!!!
Here the picture of severe genital warts on penis:
To female, better request for Pap smear because cervical cancer may develops.
Its highly dangerous. Ask vaccine from doctor and request for PAP smear. Faster to treat it!!!!
Here the picture of severe genital warts on vagina:
To who's that practicing anal sex activity, careful with anal warts especially homosexual. Huh! Here the picture of anal warts:
Nowadays, people just know STD like Syphilis, Herpes and Gonorrhea. Almost all people dont know everything about HPV... Its about 70% of infections are gone in 1 year and 90% in 2 years. Don't spread it!!!! BEWARE!!!!!!!! This is my advice.... ;)
=The Toughest Part of My Life=
This is really make me learn to be strong and respect my lovely, important and meaningful person in my life. I will remember this moment until the end of my life... Can u think what you will feel if your very meaningful person in your life never trust u? This is what happen to me. My lovely, important and meaningful person lost her trust towards me.... Dissappointed, frustrated, sad, nothing else can I figure out my feeling at this moment... I know, this is the hardest part of my life. Well, it's not just misunderstanding but it's more than that..... I crossed over the line!
Very hard to explain to her because she'll never accept it. I very know what I'm doing because I'm matured enough to think about evil and devil. So just let time past. Lets bygone be bygone..... One think I just can say, please trust and belive me...
I know she'll never open this site.... So, I just can pray and hope she will trust me forever because I'm her son... I love u much more than what u can see. I will not make this crisis happen again.... Sometimes lying is better than make others hurt..... ".::Sometimes it's better to be wrong about your motives than to listen to the truth::. -La Rochefoucauld-"
P/S: Please dont ever fighting with your mother because you dont even know how its feel... For me, its just happen and nothing can I figure out. Very hurting me.... Can you imagine what you feel when your mother called u "Rude Son".... My god, I can't accept it.... Well this all happen because of misunderstanding.... So, keep the relationship nicely... Keep trust each other....
Which Version is Your Choice?
This is the original version from Mariah Carey..... This is very technical vocal and tough song. I love this version...
This is italian version from Il Divo..... This is completely emotional when Sebastiaon Izambart cry when singing this song.... Il Divo is my fav singer!
This is Version of Season 3 X-factor winner by Leona Lewis.... This is really really great performance. I think, this is better than Mariah Carey but Mariah still nice for this song because this is her original top song...
This is Version of American Idol 1st runner up, Clay Aiken.... This is completely relax version... but still high vocal.... This version suitable for relaxing our mind....
This is my fav chart version of "Without You".... I've arrange all this version according to my fav version. Thousand apologize coz I can't upload video by Alexandra Burke. This is my ranking: - Mariah Carey
- Il Divo
- Leona Lewis
- Alexandra Burke
- Clay Aiken
This is my chart. Get listen to all this video and make your own chart. So, who is your favourite among all of this version? Decide now!
++Much Obstacles in This Successful Journey++
While I'm doing this blog, I just sit at mamak stall when doing online stuff and start to think about my past n my future....... Rite now, 20 years old man in front of his PC full with dreams to be a doctor. This journey still long to achieve to that success tower.
When longer i'm living on this earth, to much sin I've done. Serously, it's so divinity thinking... I'm not trying to make any confessions about myself, but I just try to repentance my self.... Since I get infected with dengue in beginning of this year, I'm really afraid to think about died. I dont know why I'm saying like this.... Everytime I'm laying my head on the pillow, then it's hard to close my eyes and start thinking about my past, what i've done, about my sin, and what successful things i've done..... It's kind of nonsense..... but It's true dude!!!!
At this moment, I hate my old schoolmates....seriously!!! U know why? It's because they always underestimated on me. I know that they are not saying that but they must think about that sometimes. Now, no ones want call me, ask about me, say hi, n so on.... Thats so arrogant!!!!! Huh, they only get offer from UM, UKM, USM.....not Harvard or Oxford lor..... But I dont care about that, It's raise up my spirit and makes me brilliantly think that I'm gonna success soon...
Wait everybody!!!! When i get offer letter from Moscow Medical Academy Russia, you guys those my old schoolmates that I'll call first.... I wont let u guys underestimate me anymore.... But I'll let u guys proud of me.... Wait n see how It goes....
About my study, I'm in the right field which medical.... Thats what I want. I'm in the journey to arrive that success tower.... Everyone saying that "life is still long". But does anyone think that you will died tomorrow or after this? This is what i'm worried about... worried if I can't archieve my ambition... But we can just effort to get it rite? Then god will definite it.... As God says, "who have more effort, he will get it more...." So, let it goes nicely...
wait for the next life synopsis.....
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