
I'm start to realize with everything happen to me. I know that I harmed myself mentally and physically. Its too late to reverse the time because I did it but it's not too late to change it. The only think I can do is motivate my mind and start to do something relevant. I can just accept this as moral stories and become aware with what I've done. I don't want to spoil this journey to achieve my success future. Well, I just pray to the God to show me the right way to refine this journey.
Just to motivate myself and maybe to all friends, I need to write this. I took "ecstasy" before!!!! I believe that my "BFF" exactly will never believing about this. It's about drugs!!! That's why I said, I harmed myself mentally and physically. I can't imagine how this happen to me just because one of my friend offer that pills. He said "this is good for your pimples". Then I asked "what pills is that?". He answered "this pills contained Vitamin A to Z" while he's cutted the pill into half part and gave me with mineral water. I'm not sure and exactly blur about this. So I just took it and swallowed it. After 15 minutes, I felt that I'm going to die! Fly away with rapid eye movement, difficulty in breathing, dizziness, weakness..... More than 30 minutes, I felt better!!! Thanx God. After that, he's offered me to try his "Ice" and I strictly rejected it!!!! Suddently, I felt very energetic and I know that is beneficial effect of that drugs. Well, I dont care with that beneficial effetcs, I care much with side effects.... When I back home, I think about it again and again and for sure I can't forget it forever. The only thing I did is I delete him from my memory because he's going to damage my future!
To all friends, please correctly choose your true friends because your true friends is your mirror. If they are unpleasant person, u also can be like that. I've chose the wrong person to be my friends. I made mistakes just because I chose wrongly and I harmed myself. Choose correctly and achieve your future successfully! This is my advice.... =)